This Is How I Lied by Heather Gudenkauf

Twenty-five years ago, the body of sixteen-year-old Eve Knox was found in the caves near her home in small-town Grotto, Iowa—discovered by her best friend, Maggie, and her sister, Nola. There were a handful of suspects, including her boyfriend, Nick, but without sufficient evidence, the case ultimately went cold. For decades Maggie was haunted by Eve’s death and that horrible night. Now a detective in Grotto, and seven months pregnant, she is thrust back into the past when a new piece of evidence surfaces and the case is reopened. As Maggie investigates and reexamines the clues and secrets about what really… Read more.
Trigger & Content Warnings
- Victim-blaming
- Sexual assault
- Statutory rape
- Abusive relationship
- Suicidal ideation
- Infertility & pregnancy loss
- Murder of a friend recounted
- Death of a parent
- Animal death & cruelty









