If I Stay by Gayle Forman

On a day that started like any other…
Mia had everything: a loving family, a gorgeous, adoring boyfriend, and a bright future full of music and full of choices. Then, in an instant, almost all of that is taken from her. Caught between life and death, between a happy past and an unknowable future, Mia spends one critical day contemplating the one decision she has left—the most important decision she’ll ever make.
Trigger & Content Warnings:
- Dissociation
- Suicidal ideation
- Hospital (setting)
- Death of a child
- Death of a brother
- Death of a mother & father
- Car accident